A Rebirth Into Truth

March 18th

The lesson you must learn, the hard truth, naming your demon, the biggest role you will ever play in shaping yourself, losing yourself, finding yourself, and ultimately deciding how to live forward. There is a secret within you, one you may not have told anyone, one you may not even want to admit to yourself. The hardest part of this journey is not the battle itself, but naming your demons, making peace with them. And sometimes, the demon you fear is not what you imagined, it’s something closer, something you’ve known all along. You have always had the answers, buried deep beneath the noise.

For years, you may have sought purpose, convinced that passion, ambition, and identity would bring you clarity. You kept pushing forward, seeking more, hoping to one day stumble upon the answer. But the truth is, the answer was never hidden. It was never about seeking, never about running. It was about stopping, about looking, about asking yourself: Who are you living for?

At first, it won’t make sense. It didn’t make sense to me either, until one day, it did. The answer wasn’t something to be known; it was something to be felt. Who are you? A simple, yet profoundly unsettling question. You may think you’ve searched in all the right places, in growth, in experience, in the journey itself, only to realize that you were always looking outward instead of within. But when you finally understand your demon, you can truly begin to live.

Hunting for something you cannot name is the deepest form of torture. You can learn, you can give, you can even heal others, but as long as something feels missing, you will remain restless. If you feel like you’ve lived lifetimes searching, you’re not alone. But trust me, life has not abandoned you. It is guiding you, testing you, preparing you to face what you’ve long avoided. The greatest quest of your existence is unfolding before you. And when you stop running, you will see it.

Yet, once you name your demon, the one that shaped your reality, the one that dictated how you learned to live, how do you reconcile with it? How do you integrate the lessons it taught you without letting it define you? You may believe you were cursed, but the truth is, no one cursed you but yourself. You, too, have waged war against yourself. But there is no battlefield, my friend. There is only the space within you, the part of you that longs to heal but also fears letting go. This is the red string that binds you, not to your past or your future, but to your own self-imposed suffering. And yet, that same string holds the key to your liberation.

You may think you are alone in this battle, but in truth, you are outnumbered by none other than yourself, the part of you that wants to heal and the part of you that finds reasons to keep running. But why? Why do we chase our demons rather than face them? Why do we keep ourselves bound to a life shaped by fear rather than one chosen by freedom? Even if the path is uncertain, even if failure is inevitable, I would rather try and fall than sit in stillness, wondering what could have been.

Now, it’s your turn. Name your demons. Reclaim the power you unknowingly surrendered. The weight of their presence no longer has to dictate your path. Instead, stand with them, acknowledge them, understand their role in your story, but do not let them write the ending.

From here forward, your life is one of choice, no longer shackled by a past you didn’t consciously create, but shaped by the resilience you now claim. This is your rebirth. A life that integrates both the struggle and the revelation. A life where you no longer seek to escape, but to expand. A life where, with all three of your eyes open, you don’t just see what is, you see what has always been waiting to be embraced.