Have You? The Lie We Live and the Truth We Can’t Swallow

Vie
Aug 20
3 min read

Have you ever felt it?

That rush of electricity, ADHD-wrapped energy bouncing like static between your ribs, yet your limbs are heavy, your will sunken in some invisible quicksand?

Your brain isn’t foggy. No, worse.

It’s staring at a wall, like your soul’s sprinting in circles but your body’s been cemented into nowheresville. You’re not lacking ideas. You’re drowning in them. 100 thoughts, 100 words, but none translate into action. The page is blank not because you’re empty, but because you’re overloaded and paralyzed by a force you can’t name.

And still, you try.

You do the steps. You follow. You meditate, journal, cold shower, inner-child-heal your way through the self-help hamster wheel.

But still, it doesn’t f*cking move. The needle doesn’t shift. And now you're left sitting in silence wondering:

"Is it me?"

Let’s get brutally honest.

The Real Block Isn’t Laziness. It’s Comparison. Shame. And a Lie You Were Sold.

You’re not failing because you lack drive. You’re not blocked because you're broken. You’re frozen because you've been programmed to believe there’s a perfect path, a single golden route paved by influencers, "healed" coaches, and spiritual facades.

You don’t trust your own path anymore.

You trust the filtered path you see on screens. You trust their wins, their milestones, their well-lit fake joy. And somewhere along the way, you lost your grip on your own compass.

You're not standing in your truth, you're stuck trying to perform someone else's success script.

Most people you compare yourself to? They’re not ahead. They’re just louder. They’re better at editing than you. At framing than you. At faking than you.

They’re paying for ads, curating authenticity, wearing wellness like an outfit, while you’re bleeding out in real time wondering why it doesn’t look like theirs.

You’re trying to heal in a world that profits off your shame.

The Wall Isn’t the Problem. Avoiding the Real You Is.

That wall you feel? That paralysis? That freeze mode?

It’s not failure. It’s not laziness. It’s the cognitive dissonance of trying to chase a dream that was never yours to begin with.

You’re trying to build something true… while measuring it against illusions.

No wonder nothing sticks.

This Is Your Call to War Against the Noise

You're not here to win. You're not here to look successful. You’re here to become undeniable in your own truth.

And sometimes, that truth is slow, ugly, gritty, painful, and goddamn silent. It doesn’t trend. It doesn’t sell. But it’s real. And reality is the only thing that will ever set you free.

So… Have You?

Have you stopped to question why you’re in pain? Have you stopped trying to make it all make sense, and just sat with the madness until it speaks?

Have you stopped scrolling long enough to remember your own magic?

Have you grieved the fact that your path will never look like theirs, and that’s exactly why it matters?

Have you dared to say:

“Maybe the wall is protecting me until I’m ready to knock the whole damn system down”?

Nothing works… until you stop pretending.
No one cares… until you do.
No strategy will save you… until you commit to radical honesty and ruthless consistency.

Your brain, your body, your soul, they’re screaming not for success, but for alignment. You don’t need more effort. You need clarity. And you only get clarity when you stop betraying yourself.

This world doesn’t need another curated clone. It needs you, brave enough to stand still in the storm and say: